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"Stickmen" | "Popularity Contest" |
"Brainwashed Bass" | "The Death Song" |
"Untitled" | "Nihilism in Rhyme" |
"Morning Breaks" | "Untitled" |
"Children of the Year 2000" | |
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"Stickmen"Stickmen seperating stickmen Hammering control myths When control belongs to chaos Classes and pigeonholes The stickmen all believe Make an idol to follow Become an ideal That never existed at all Stickmen molding stickmen Bending the body Bending the mind Messing with the hole of a head The void of a soul Stickmen rules for stickmen gods Justice and democracy All an illusion Unconsious stickmen Clones of the global mold Kill a stickman Watch another fill its place Another meaningless grain of sand Game of a single rule Nothing matters Crush this anthill No one will care Especially not the stickmen
"Popularity Contest"Appeal to the people Build yourself a steeple Become a god in a few easy steps But look out, there's though competition Make sure your word's changed easily to keep up to pace with consumer demand Cause the customer's always right you know It's not the quality The quantity is what counts Fifty million people can't be wrong! Be ambigious and keep 'em coming back for more get into their head and nuke theris fears With a few reassuring catch-phrase quotes Belief without question is all you need Stay quick on your feet Don't become obsolete Service with a smile and a brainwash Try for most popular and imprint their minds Promise a lobw-out party for following the rule Sweet rewards for staying put But keep the fire hanging over their heads Tell 'em a story - go for the glory And may the best deity win!
"Brainwashed Bass"A teenager drives slowly through my alley in a sleek blue car Stereo blaring Bass pounding Rap lyrics droning from the speakers The shallow descriptions of drugs and women block out all other sound Driving me to seek shelter inside What is this person like? What sort of twisted personality would get pleasure out of announcing its presence with noise loud, yet unmusical? Does he think he's "cool?" Perhaps, after hours of cruising the city, The image of beautiful women turning their heads and inviting themselves along for a ride fixed in his mind, This teenager finally became disillusioned with the dream That Hollywood and TV assured him would come true, And that is why he is back here at home, With nothing to do.
"The Death Song"Right now I am living, but soon I will be dying. Before the universe can blink its omniscient eye, I will be gone. Weeping people will accompany my departure, Weeping people who will themselves be gone shortly And people will cry for the weeping people, And people will sob for the crying people, And that is what the universe will notice. Not the death throes of the few individuals, But the lengthy sadness of the many they touched. The deaths will be tiny pains on the skin of the universe, Like those that cause us to itch (Yes, the universe may need to scratch absentmindedly once in a while). But the sorrow that accompanies a mere person's going, Not as harsh a pain as death, yet the pain of a multitude, Collects around the event Like a pearl 'round a grain of sand, And these clumped up orbs of pain Fall as teardrops From the omniscient eye of the universe.
"Untitled"When one can see Through you and me It's time for us to part. But while we be Sweet mystery We two shall share one heart.
"Nihilism in Rhyme"This burden upon my heart I feel, Blurs the line between dream and real.... Methinks I hear voices that shout and bark Mocking me from their stronghold so dark: "Fool!" they say, "Why venture so Into this mood, our palace of woe? Many are thrown here, no choice of their own, But you, sir, come willing, as flesh to the bone!" "I come seeking truth," I mumble reply, "For in the sad world there is none to come by. If it will contain no completeness of mind, Surely herein that contentment I'll find." "Learn this of us," the night-nymphs all said, "Truth is a thing that is all in your head, The longer you search, the more angry you'll grow, Till you'll want to live in our palace of woe. If you follow this spiral of purpose and meaning, On a bullet's sharp head you'll soon be careening Away from that world, which you think should be A place full of worthwhile spirituality. So stop your search now, return to the herd, And accept the ideals that are completely absurd. Why should you care that you're mere food for worms When nothing you do might make Death change his terms? Live life in happiness, contentment, and glee, For he who laughs lasts, lasts eternally." The vision was ended, the voices were gone, I was left in my thoughts, and they rambled on. If you're looking for truth inside this madding song, You've wasted your time having stayed here so long. But if meter and rhyme are enough to delight, I've done something good staying up late this night. HAIL ERIS! ALL HAIL DISCORDIA!!
"Morning Breaks"Morning breaks In my daytime world. Or wrenched to opposition, Sleep shatters. My dreams crumble to pieces Shimmering rainbow crystal pieces They're all over the floor I only have time to grab a few of the precious shards Before Morpheus' gnomes take them all away. What does he want with them? They're my dreams. What does he do with them? Build a palace of prisms Where if one looks closely, the blue sun rays of his world Will illuminate a particular scene in the wall? Crush them down into ultra-psychedelic powder For the seraphim monkey on his back? Use them for a multi-million dollar cable channel of the gods Entitled "Mortal Dreams"? Was Morpheus behind Crystal Pepsi and its commercials? Or are they melted down Into a giant stainless steel punch bowl With a little chlorine For us to swim in forever, Delicious, blended-to-perfection, creamy fantasies Caressing our deepest subconscious No two images The same?
"Untitled"When I see you standing there, I walk up close, prepare to scare. You turn your velvet, ebon hair, And flinch a smile, "Oh, hi there." I don't know if it's vanity, Destiny, or humanity, That makes you squirm when you see me, That gives me the impulse to flee. But there I stay, trying but torn Each word I say is rather forlorn The more I talk, the more I mourn, My little sheep Hope is ending up shorn.
"Children of the Year 2000"What woe for you that have been born today! The year two thousand may not be that great. The day may come when you'll look back and say, "Oh why, oh why could not my parents wait?" Your year of birth may prove to cause dismay, It may come to leave you rather glum, When peers will ask about that New Year's Day: "So did that start the new millenium?" A start or finish? Can you claim to be Born at the same time as a thousand years? An origin of ambiguity! But let me reassure your many fears: The year's importance no one really knows, But hey, two thousand has a lot of O's!